the last time...
I can't really remember the reason why I stopped blogging so much. Perhaps I've decided that I should stop being so self-obsessed with my own life and take a look around at others. The today happened. Reading my old posts (yes, something I do very often), I decide that now is the time for one.
Lately so much has changed. The last time I updated, some people were still very close to me, some I barely even know them, others complete strangers. Then time passed and I have returned from Cambodia, SHE is no longer my friend and somehow, I got to make so many new friends my mind can barely remember all their names at once. Not once have I ever regretted any of the decisions that I have made. Cambodia was the right decision, YOG was and so is my passion for the media. I finally feel that I belong.
You know how you never realise that you've changed till you've met up with your old friends and you see ho different you really are from the past? Well, that's the feeling I always get when I see people I have not met in a very long time. I think i have changed for the better. Even if i lost some people along the way, I think overall I'd give my life a 7 or an 8. School work is killing me and I have no relationship to speak of, but at least I have a bunch of cool peeps to hang out with. I don't really complain. Until it's late at night.
When these peeps start talking to me though, all these thoughts are gone. They don't really know how much light they shine into my dark and twisted soul. But their ever-annoying presence gives me that little hope that is dying out in me. I truly love these people.
Raquel
