JaeBum 2PM!!!
mercredi, septembre 09, 2009 // 12:10 AM
This is crazy. This should not be happening, ever! JaeBum cannot leave 2PM! It is not the same without him! Every pack needs a leader, without him, 2PM loses its character! I don't really know if I should cry or scream at this piece of news. It's crazy to think that he is now on the plane, bound for the US, heading home to Seattle forever. I need to sit down quietly and process things through.I need my fortress of solitude. Now.Raquel
Raquel, xoxo
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Again and again
lundi, août 24, 2009 // 4:10 PM
I hate to write this on my blog but I seriously think we need to re-evaluate our friendship. I don't mean like break it off or what. Just, re-evaluate. Like maybe take time to try and figure out what we really mean to each other. Constant fighting every six months is seriously not funny. I am starting to think we have issues. We don't even see each other that often. Yet, we still fight.Honestly, I'm sick of having the need to apologise for everything. Sometimes, I really wonder why I even bother apologising when everything I do don't seem to make you happy. I wonder why I even ask for forgiveness. It's tiring having to watch my every step, making sure I don't do stuff to anger you.Maybe you feel the same way too? After all, I must have made you feel suffocated with my constant mothering. I think we should really try and make this friendship less... intense, I think that is the word. I think even some of our mutual friends feel intimidated by our relationship.I don't mean to say, "let's NOT be friends", I'm just implying "maybe our friendship should be less commanding". You have to admit, up till now, we have never tried to modify our current situation... I think it's just avoidance. From the fact that our friendship has issues. Like, what should we do when we fight, how we can resolve it and what should matter to us. We need to sort it through.Raquel
Raquel, xoxo
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Sodden
mardi, août 11, 2009 // 8:51 PM
Honestly, sometimes I think I'm just really daft. I don't know who or what to trust anymore. All the talk going on around me, he is good, he is traitorous, he likes you, he is using you. Makes me wish all these would just disappear, the rain and the forest ground replacing everything.I wanna make things right again. I wish I never met him in the first place. Saves me the trouble of figuring out what the hell he is actually thinking. Come to think of it, Aaron was the same. They are both the same. It's scary. Damn, I keep falling for the same bastards.Maybe I should really make a trip to Sentosa on my own. Or maybe climb Bukit Timah on a rainy day. All the bitching about him and his actions is starting to sound like nails scratching on a chalkboard. Bloody annoying.Maybe I am just getting tired of all this, the constant thought of him is making my brain not function like a normal human being. I am not very sane to begin with in the first place.Seriously wish I was back in ITE now.Raquel
Raquel, xoxo
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I love PEACE
mardi, juillet 28, 2009 // 7:08 PM
Most will agree when I say that kids these days are little spawns of Satan. They are exceptionally noisy and talkative compared to the previous generation. Despite of the nuisance they can be, I still feel very strongly towards parents who keep their kids out of the home, treating it as a form of punishment.My mother strongly believes that a child should never have to worry about the roof over his/her head. I feel that threatening kids with homelessness is emotional abuse. Even if the threat is not met out, it is still very emotionally scarring to the child. Also, it lessens the child's faith in having a family that will accept him/her for who he/she is.I know this post sounds weird coming from me. Not something you would expect from a person who secretly hates every human being on this planet. That hatred, of course, is unfounded and I do love all my friends and family. Yes, I am capable of Love.Bottom line is this, I hate it when my neighbour kicks her daughter out of the house everytime she does something wrong. It is a stupid and annoying punishment. The kid cries, the mother slams the door, the kid pounds the door and you hear a wailing/screaming match following the entire process.Disciplining your kids is never easy and I understand that (I am a problematic kid as well), but that does not give you the right to make a child so unhappy and insecure of herself. Especially when it's at the expense of the rest of the neighbourhood peace and quietness.People can be so selfish. Still secretly hating the world.Raquel
Raquel, xoxo
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